Rain reminds me that a sad day exist

Wednesday Sep 20th, 7.45 PM 

I just got home from work, unlike the other day, i was laze around the floor side by side with my older sister watching television. I asked her if she was okay since she looked gloomy and somewhat pale. She started to talk straight to me that last week she came to the hospital for some ob-gyn examination, the doctor diagnosed that she got an endometrium polyp. The doctor suggested her to remove the polyp since my sister experienced excessive bleeding during a menstrual period, or bleeding in between periods, and it might be a possible cause. She agreed to do a curettage. Everything went smooth. She told me that the doctor showed something small reddish with roots which is a polyp from her uterus after the curettage. Although the polyp has been successfully removed but she still worry if it might develop as a cancer, so the thought "could this be cancer?" kept popping in her mind. The doctor told her if she want to make sure if it won't developed as a cancer then it could be more  convinced after some laboratory check performed. The result will be come out this Saturday, and she was extremely worried about it, telling me that she never knew if her life would be this short (actually i almost shed my tears but i can't do this right in front of her). I talked to her " It's okay everything will be alright, you have two awesome kids to care about". I nearly cried, and later when i got into my room, i opened my window and *rain fell all of sudden and i cried a river.