Sort Of Phobia? Do I Have Ones?

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People around me may think that I'm brave, even though I am a quiet person (at least I heard some of them call me that). I think I'm the one who knows my own flaw, there is no one who knows that I have this one phobia, and it could really have me dying inside. 


It happened last few years, I remembered I was on my long ride with my brother, we went to my parents home from the city for Eid. It could have been a half to my house, when we got an accident, me and my brother rolling on the road as soon as another bike crashed on us, I could clearly remember that my whole body rolling and struck the road heavily, my legs hurt and bleed so bad, my pants torn. I couldn't feel anything for a moment. My brother could even worse than mine. I cried since it hurts so much I couldn't walk properly and no one helps us.

Ever since that terrible accident, I really can't ride a vehicle at a very fast speed, I scared anything with high speed.

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