Admiring Bangtan is Just Another Level of Stanning

Soon I will turn 29. If I could only choose one word to describe how I’ve been living my life for the past 28 years, that word would be complacent. I always pride myself on being calm and stress-free, even when I’m going through a tough time. But, is being carefree really something that I should be proud of? I've never knew that my life would turned like this. I mean, I enjoyed my self being alone as far. I think one of the reason is that beacuse i have been stanning a south korean boygroup consisting 7 mens who make a good music and perform like tomorrow is their last. Bangtanseonyeondan or BTS they are called. I Began stanning them since the end of 2015 when they released DOPE music video. 

If anyone asked me, why do i like them like crazy, I had ton of reasons why i ended up being an ARMY. The music itself is mesmerizing, the capability of each member who participating in the process of producing a song is impressive, their sense of performing is just unexpectedly powerful and pleasing, their heart-warming bromance and glued-relationship between members, their kindess to others, their uniqueness and humbleness, their pleasing appearance, and every single bit of them is likely my little source of happiness. They’re more than just the voices behind songs that I’m addicted to. They are my role models. I know it sounds cheesy, but they really are the most hardworking people I know (well, not personally).

I learned pretty much from them. I started to love my self more and taking anything into consideration before deciding something. And now I'm more "It’s my life and whatever happens, I will take full responsibility for it". I feel like i've grown a lot and I have this different perspective in seeing the problem that happen in life and becoming a better version of myself. I smiled more than i used to, I started to being open up to the person that i trust which i hadn't before. For me trust is in the top of the chart of my life, trusting person is something i found difficult to reach before. That's why i have trust issue since long time ago.Thanks to BTS I could slowly managed to endure it.

BTS, They talk openly about the struggles and anxieties of their career instead of presenting an extremely polished image at all times.They communicate with fans like we're their true friend. That's why it's very comfortable for me to connect with them. 

The youngest member, jungkook - who were technically raised by his hyungs,he's rich at heart. He really love his hyung and treasure them like they are his family. Whenever his tears are flowing, somehow it triggered the hyungs to get emotional and ended up making them cries as well. That's how strong those bond. Jin the oldest used to packed jungkook lunch and drove him to school since he was joined the agency when he was only 15. The hyungs took care of him to the point that his personality were cultivated from his hyungs *sobs. Jungkook is originally a very shy and quiet person, eversince he met the the hyungs, his charachter completely change for good. He is now a cheerful, adorable and kind person. Thanks to hyungs he became the better version of himself.

I choose to called them as an ARTIST instead of KPOP IDOL. They are my long-distance friend also my role model.

Thank you for soaring "Love Yourself Campaign", it means a lot in many ways. 

Sincerely 

Long-Distance Noona

Aulia