Longing for The Rain

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You're a good man, at least that's what I want to believe
I haven't met you before, I know
All I did was starring at your blurry picture
that my sister sent to me
You're not that impressive
but your words soaked the drought on my heart
that longing for the rain

As if someone knocking at my heart
You seemed so calm and wise
I could see it from your words 
trying to describe yourself

You tell me that If I'm a good woman
then I'll go with you no matter what 

I was ready to bloom after you've fallen on my dessert

Those past 3 days, I couldn't sleep properly
Your words kept playing in my mind
I was really confused 
whether i choose "go on" instead of "just stop"
Those were the most difficult days I've ever passed

I prayed to The Almighty
to guide me and help me to decide what's good and what's bad
The more I asked HIM, The more I worried
Honestly, the moment I say "I couldn't go on"
is hurting me a lot
I have no idea how hurt it would be for you
Maybe I'm not good enough for you
and you're too good for me
and I was so stubborn to see your precious heart.

Heartbreak and ache have found me once again
and the few rain droplets of words
that have so stingily fallen on my mind
have yet to hinder my love to dream
one true love


I'm a bad guy





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